I've been symptom free for 2 days. I haven't had many symptoms at all, mostly just nausea and yet for the past 2 days-zilch. MOST pregnant women would be counting their lucky stars for the reprieve. What do I start thinking, what if my baby isn't ok? What if on my appt on Tuesday I find out our baby has died? UGH!!! There are so many reasons that I should NOT be thinking those... like that I'm almost 13 weeks and as the 2nd trimester begins, symptoms can decrease or that just because I've been lucky enough not to be nauseous for 2 days doesn't mean that I won't be nauseous again tomorrow, or the next day. Or that my symptoms don't necessarily correlate with the health of my baby.
I thought I was steadily moving past my fears of a miscarriage but out of the blue they still creep up on me. I hate it:( Now I'm counting the hours until my appointment Tuesday afternoon.
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