After the last cycle ended and after I got most of my pissed offed ness over with... I enjoyed Thanksgiving and an amazing week catching up with old friends and my crazy family:) We've stayed busy and will continue our crazy busy lives through the new year. My upcoming IVF cycle has been on my mind but not nearly the way I expected it to be. My biggest concern is that AF wouldn't show up within a month and it would delay when I could start BCP's and therefore delay the IVF cycle. I called my nurse earlier this week and she said that I can come in next week for a "non menses" check up. If everything looks ok then I can start provera that night to induce my period. Once AF shows, I get to start BCP's for IVF! I can't wait:) I really can't wait to get the schedule. I'm going nuts not knowing when things will be (I know it's tentative but even that's better than me guessing right now). So I'm enjoying my last few med free days. Enjoying my weekend where I plan to drink A LOT. Enjoying my Christmas celebrations that start next week.
I'm determined to enjoy my last Christmas with Jason as a childless couple. Yes I would have enjoyed having a baby or being pregnant this Christmas but I'm confident this will be our last so I want to make the most of it. I'm determined to make 2011 a better year and one that doesn't revolve around doctors appointments, shots, dildo cams, and turkey basters. I'm hoping it will be filled with picking out baby names, designing a nursery, u/s appts to look at the baby growing inside me, and welcoming a sweet baby into our lives. I.can't.wait!
Happy Holidays everyone!!:)
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